What started out as a great day, ended being one of the shittiest days I can remember. Along with the days I lost my Mum in 1992, and my Dad in 2002, I'd have to say that Aug 3 2009 won't hold a lot of good memories for me.
Last night, my relationship crumbled in a heap, I have no idea as to why, but I'm pretty unhappy right now. It's 5:54am and I've not slept much, maybe 2 hours off & on. I think I need some time off work to try and get my head around things. I feel pretty lost.
I'm not sure why I'm posting this, but I need to say something. Maybe I just need to vent - I don't know. Ideally, I'd like to get things sorted but when you get told that the person you love can't love you back the way I'd like them to, it doesn't really leave you with a place to start.
To my people who follow this blog, I'm not going to give up on this journey, I'm going to see it through to the very end. I'm not looking for sympathy either, so if I have a wah over the next few weeks, months or whatever, I apologise in advance - I'm just expressing how I feel. Thanks for listening. Peter
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I'm very sorry to hear your sad news Peter. I'll be thinking of you.
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